Archive for September, 2008

It is 2:14 and I cannot sleep and I have been staring into the blackness.  Part of me is numb, I am not upset though, I would tell you I am ok, that I had a pretty good day, but right now I want to cry because I am alone in my room and I cannot [...]


I’m scared

29Sep08

I don’t know what is going to happen when I have my colonoscopy.  I don’t know if the doctors will find anything when they look inside me. I want them to find something because I want the pain and the fear to stop.  But part me is listless and part of me doesn’t care because [...]


22Sep08

As you may know I have to struggle some days to make it class because I am in alot of pain, but here are some songs to get you going in the morning.  They get you out of bed, and if you were me help me move and take my medicine and encourage me to [...]


Io scrivo per la italiano classe.  How it is 3:44 and I have not passed out from exhaustiong I do not know.  Since I need to get up at seven I should have been asleep a very long time ago.  However considering how sick I was this weekend it may be coming off the painkillers [...]


school life

08Sep08

the weather is getting chilly, at least in West Lafayette it is.  every morning it is around 56 degrees and that to me my friends is chilly!  Brrrr.  time seems to be racing by, it is 2:15 am and I have class in the morning and a busy day, and yes I know I should [...]


I am have a job interview early this morning, and I shall admit I a little nervous and anxious.  I want to write for Helen on Campus, which is a magazine, written for the women at Purdue.  In my correspondence with the editor, I have gotten the impression she is very friendly.  I am just [...]


…and I bleary eyed and have decided that my lipstick, courtesy of Almay Everlast, will sufice for class.  Maybe the classmates will think I have a naturally pouty mouth and be unware of the enhancement from my raspberry delight.  However the shocking thing is the answer to the question “why is she so sleepy?”  Well [...]